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The thoughts deep down.
20 November, 2010
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Knowing I shouldnt be here, am suppose to be hitting the books getting some stuffs done from Pathology lessons this week. I know, and I will do it the moment I finish blogging.
Not like the year is coming to an end real soon but soon. I'd like to think about eventful events that happened this whole year round. The ones that causes tears, those that made me laugh till my tummyache and those which got me so disappointed in. This year have been an what seem like a roller coaster ride. Sometimes you see the crazy me acting like as if everything didnt matter and the next moment I will be talking to be myself about how I want things to go. But of course, not always stuffs gets done in my way. Adapt.
I've seen how my friends changed for the better, for the worse. Cant deny, impression changes. But afterall, they are still my friends and I still love them the way they are. Definitely, I lost friends along the way in the process of growing up and I made a few new friends this year. But, I just wanna know which are the friends that will stay with me as we drift further apart due to inevitable changes that comes in a few years time? Knowing it's not about the number of days since we made friends but the moments we spent together.
I see myself growing up sometimes to someone I dont think I should be but I just cant help it. I'll change that. And I've come to think that is it me or people around me? I've been experiencing just a little too much problem this year. Say I'm picky or what not. I'm still sticking to how I like to perceive things when it comes to that. As long as I know I'm doing what I like and would love to have in the near future. I've learnt to grab chances, do what I think I should. Just silently hoping things will get better and my wishes to come true.
I will not leave any regrets of this year and drag into the next one. For, what happens, happens.
We all need just a little more faith, a little more trust and a little less expectations. =]
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